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  Arching a brow, Alexander said tightly, “Tell her to flout with someone else. You did tell her that.” His brother’s voice suddenly notched upward with desperation. “Did you not? You did, didn’t you?”

  Adam prevaricated and fiddled with his cup. “Not exactly.”

  Alexander poked a finger into his brother’s shoulder. “You’re not allowed to ruin my wife’s cousin.”

  He brushed the hand aside. They’d brawled before. They’d likely brawl again. But not over this. “I’m not ruining anyone.”

  Alexander nodded and lifted his glass. “Damned glad to hear it.”

  “But. . .”

  Slamming his cup back down, Alexander roared, “No! No buts. You will turn about and hie yourself off to the West Indies if need be, but no buts about this.”

  “She’s miserable in her current state,” Adam protested, determined to defend his actions and, frankly, the desires of the young lady. She had more sense than half of England combined in his estimation.

  Alexander gestured with his hand, as if trying to extract the true meaning of the situation. “And you hope to help her to happiness?”

  Adam shifted uncomfortably. “Well, yes.”

  In truth, in the last day, another motivation had begun to take a rather insidious hold.

  He desired Lady Beatrix. There was no lying about it. He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to take her in his arms and teach her not just the freedoms of dance and riding but of the body as well.

  “By doing what?” Alexander gritted.

  “I had hoped to be her friend,” Adam replied with all honesty.

  Groaning, Alexander leaned back in his chair then whipped up his arm, calling for the barmaid. “What the devil were you thinking?”

  He drew in a deep breath, finding he had no pithy reply. “I couldn’t bear to see her throwing her life away.”

  “You don’t even know her,” Alexander countered.

  Adam looked away. It was true. He hadn’t known Lady Beatrix. But the moment she’d stumbled upon him in the garden, he’d felt. . . Hell, he didn’t know what he’d felt. But it had been an affinity that was impossible to give words to. It had made him throw himself in where he most definitely should have stayed out.

  “We know what it is to lose someone,” Adam said quietly but firmly.

  Alexander frowned. “We’ve known suffering.”

  “And she needs someone, someone who understands, yet helps her overcome it.”

  At that moment, the barmaid, who knew them both by sight, took one look at the nature of their conversation, plunked a bottle of fresh gin down between them and headed quickly off for friendlier sport.

  Dragging the bottle towards him, Alexander pointed out, “She has family.”

  “Well, they damned well weren’t helping her,” Adam gritted.

  Adam blew out a harsh breath then poured more gin, lots more gin into their cups. “The Hunts have helped her more than you can ever know.”

  Adam tossed back his cup in a single swallow, savoring the astringent burn. “Fine. I’m sure you’re correct. But she’s so much more than just a debutant.”

  “You’re on dangerous ground,” Alexander warned as he leaned against the table. “You know what they’re like. If her older cousins hear of this, they’ll corner you in an alley and kill you.”

  “We get along,” Adam reminded, though even he knew their tentative understanding might not withstand this turn of events.

  “Not if you despoil her.”

  “Despoil? What a mad word.”

  “It is one of the only words that comes to mind at present.”

  Adam glared at his brother. What did he take him for? “I’m not taking her as my mistress. I only say, I think she’s looking to rebel.”

  Alexander gave a contented nod then instructed, “Let her rebel with someone else.”

  With someone else? Someone else. The words laced through him like a weapon, causing physical pain. A primal call deep within him, whispered mine. If anyone was going to lead her astray, it would not be a bumbling fool who did not see the glory of her spirit and the wicked mischief in her gaze. “I will not.”

  “She’s not yours.” Adam said each word with a point of his finger into the table. “Love you as I do, Brother, she is not yours.”

  “I know that.” The passion with which he said it shocked him. Was he trying to convince himself? He rested his back against the hard wall, trying to hear the lilt of the fiddle music. But all he could hear was her laugh. “God help me, I’ve no intent to wed. Not with the work we do. But I won’t let some other man hurt her. She’s been hurt enough.”

  Alexander folded his arms across his chest. “What is it, then, that you’ll do?”

  “I don’t know,” he confessed.

  “You must make her see some sense.” Alexander swiped a hand through his hair. “Running away with you will not help her.”

  “Are you certain?” The words slipped past his lips before he could stop them or even give true thought to them. But then the image of Lady Beatrix standing on the deck of his ship flashed in his mind, hair whipping, skirts battering her legs.

  “Listen to yourself.”

  Adam nodded. He did hear himself. He sounded like a madman. “I can’t abandon her now. I persuaded her to be friends.”

  “Then be friends. Just friends.”

  Adam swallowed. That had been his intent. All he’d wanted was to assist her in her recovery after such a life-changing set of events. But now?

  That wild look in her eyes, as if she’d laugh at the devil? It had struck a chord deep within him. It had been as if he’d been staring at the other half of himself and he’d been transported. As if, suddenly, he’d found a part of himself that had been lost.

  “I’ll keep my distance. I don’t wish to cause troubles for you. But you have to understand, I saw her pain. I saw her suffering. I couldn’t allow it. She has so much life ahead.”

  Alexander nodded. “I do. I understand why you’ve done it. But now, if she’s stepped out of the shadows, as she seems to have done, you must not lead her into ruin. She may have the chance at a family. A peaceful life. Would you not wish that for her?”

  “It would be my deepest wish, of course. How could I not wish her peace?”

  And yet, he wondered. Peace was different that placidity. Lady Beatrix came from a family of rebels. Every single one of the Hunt clan was wild. Even Lockhart, though he tried to appear the perfect man. Was it possible that it was simply in Lady Beatrix’s nature to stray from the path so worn by others?

  Even if it was, it could not be he who helped her from it. His brother would never forgive him. Of that, he was certain.

  Chapter 10

  Beatrix headed up through the hall, a taper in her hand. The dark hour of night had fallen and the smile pinned on her lips had been there since morning. Life was going to be very interesting, indeed. It seemed impossible, now, that just days ago, she’d thought she’d be confined to her room for months. Unable and unwilling to face anyone outside the house.

  But one morning ride had changed all that. For, though people had stared, she’d realized that it didn’t matter. There was something wonderful in exhibiting oneself and telling everyone to go to the devil. Especially, if a devilish man was beside you.

  Oh, the pain was there. Even this afternoon, she’d felt waves of it and only taking slow breaths had helped to calm her. The depth of her loss could not be surmounted in a few pleasurable moments. But at least now, there was a light in all the darkness.

  It was clear that Adam Duke did not quite know what to do with her or with her imagination of their hypothetical future together. Of course, it was just imagination. She doubted she would make a great sailor. Though, she had spent the night dreaming of a rocking ship, traversing vast seas, and the arms of the ship’s captain tight around her. Which was just impossible. For surely, despite the way she felt, as if her entire body were entirely alive with him, they were to be friends. />
  A man like Adam Duke would be a woman’s only for a fling, she felt certain. She had a mind to keep him about her for longer than that. So, she could not allow the fantasy of his embrace. For even she was not truly ready to fling herself into sin and a short affair. After all, if she were to make their passion a reality, she had a terrible feeling he would be gone from her life before the year was out.

  That was unacceptable.

  Still, it had been great fun to posit the idea. His eyes had darkened with desire and then horror.

  It had been a most interesting combination. Shocking a man who was likely rarely surprise had been most rewarding.

  “My dear.”

  She paused as she mounted the landing. At the sound of Hyacinth’s voice from her drawing room, she felt not her usual dread but a surprising dose of hope. After all, few were more adventurous or full of naughty plans than the dowager duchess.

  Just a few days ago, Beatrix would have tried to shuffle past the doorway, pretending she had not heard the woman’s voice. Today, she turned sharply, taper held high, and limped into the large room, decked with ornately-carved gables, glittering mirrors and paintings of Italy. Her cane made an emphatic tap, like an exclamation of her arrival. She spotted the dowager duchess lounging by the fire, a glass of wine in her hand, her voluminous, sapphire skirts spilling about her. “Yes?

  The older but stunning woman bid her to come closer, her jeweled fingers winking in the firelight. She had embraced modern dress the moment it had arrived, and the lack of structure to the dowager duchess’ clothing looked marvelous. Beneath the beautiful silk, there was not a full corset. At least, not the kind that was so popular just ten years ago. It allowed the lady to ease back, her ivory arm resting atop the brocade chair.

  Beatrix neared and she noticed the seriousness of Hyacinth’s visage. Suddenly, Beatrix felt ill at ease. Hyacinth usually smiled, always amused, always ready to cause mischief, always planning some delight.

  The dowager duchess wasn’t smiling now.

  “Sit,” the lady urged, gesturing to the burgundy brocade chair opposite her. “Take a glass of wine.”

  Beatrix’s heart pounded with abrupt fear, for it was clear that Hyacinth had news to impart. What else could befall her? Surely, she had nothing left to lose and, yet, she knew that something serious was about to occur.

  Hyacinth stood, those folds of her gown swishing elegantly. She strode to the grog tray, her beautiful gown brushing the blue and red woven Axminster carpet. As she gracefully picked up the crystal decanter, removing the stopper then calmly pouring out a large glass of deep red wine, she drew in an audible breath.

  Beatrix licked her lips, setting the taper on the small table beside her chair. It did little to add to the glow of the fire. She rested her cane against the chair and clasped her hands in her lap. “What is it? Please, do not delay.”

  Hyacinth turned, her still black hair teased over her shoulder in fashionable curls. She crossed wordlessly before Beatrix then held out the cut crystal glass. “First, drink.”

  She did so, not bothering to argue. The faster she did as bid, the sooner she would know whatever calamity had occurred. It did not stop the clenching of her belly as she took a deep sip of the robust claret that, in most households, was reserved for gentlemen.

  Hyacinth took up her own glass, the fire’s glow turning the contents ruby red. “What I am about to say. . . I do not know how you will take it.”

  Trying desperately not to feel as if she were sinking through the floor, Beatrix replied, “Then let us find out.”

  Hyacinth took her own fortifying drink of wine. “You know that your father’s title was to die out.”

  She nodded, her stomach knotting further. It had given her great sadness to know the line would fade and that all the generations of her family that had served the monarchy, parliament, and their family seat would vanish in the matter of one carriage ride.

  Hyacinth turned to the fire. “Parliament has met.”

  Beatrix shifted uncomfortably, her fingers tightening about her glass. “They often do.”

  “To little avail, yes,” Hyacinth replied with a little humor. “But in this case, since your brother, father and his father were so dearly loved by so many. . . There was a strong sense by many that the earldom should not be allowed to fade.”

  “Who have they given it to?” she whispered, dread coursing through her veins. Would she soon have to hear her father’s title announced in papers? In gatherings? What strange face would be accompanied with the peerage her father had loved so well?

  Hyacinth paused then replied firmly, “You.”

  “What?” She laughed, a high sound of disbelief. “Me?”

  Then Hyacinth turned back to her and said clearly, “To your heir to be precise.”

  “But I do not have one!” she protested.

  “No, you don’t. But you could.”

  An heir. The implications went through her mind like a storm. To have an heir she would have to have a son. . . But first she would have to have a husband. And then with said husband, she would have to engage in intimacy with him until said heir was produced.

  The idea that she would not do this did not even occur to her.

  The chance to continue her father’s line and brother’s destiny coursed through her with a shocking force. She could carry on her family. All she need do was find a husband.

  Adam Duke.

  The name whispered through her mind like the serpent convincing Eve to take the apple. It sounded delicious. But the actual reality of it. . .

  “Who?” she suddenly asked, shoving the idea of Captain Duke away.

  Carefully, Hyacinth studied her. “You are amenable to this?”

  “How can I not be?” she exclaimed, barely believing the good fortune of it.

  Hyacinth smiled; a beaming, beautiful smile. “I am so relieved, my dear. I did not know if this would be too painful for you.”

  “One of the hardest things was knowing my father’s life’s work was at an end,” she began softly, feeling a touch of melancholy. She gave herself a little shake, then took a fortifying sip of claret. “Now, I can at least continue it for him. And my family home?”

  “Yours, of course,” confirmed Hyacinth happily. “Until you have your heir and then it will be his.”

  Tears stung her eyes. She could go home. She could see the oak trees and grounds again. Travel down the halls that had been filled with so much laughter and happiness.

  For some time, she had not dared return. Of course, the memories had seemed as if they would be too painful but there had also been the brutal fact that it was no longer hers. It belonged to whoever held the title. And that decision had been in the hands of parliament.

  Hyacinth set her wine down then clasped her hands in front of her. “You needn’t marry right away. You can—”

  “No,” Beatrix cut in quickly, feeling an abrupt urgency to go home and to begin her new life. “I must marry. As soon as possible.”

  “But, my dear,” Hyacinth protested. “You are still recovering—”

  “I know the vagaries of life,” Beatrix declared passionately, unwilling to be challenged in this. “Anything could happen. I must begin this work at once.”

  “Work?” Hyacinth frowned, her slender hands bracing on her silk skirts.

  “Isn’t that what it is?” Beatrix queried. “The most important work a woman can have? The making of a peer.”

  Hyacinth’s eyes flared. “I should not go that far. I am proud of my children, but I am also a person not a mobile womb.”

  Beatrix shook her head and pointed out, “A person made great by your husband’s title and now your son’s.”

  Hyacinth sighed then tsked. “There is truth to that, though I’d like to think I was rather marvelous on my own.”

  “You are.” Beatrix flushed. How terrible she must sound asserting that a woman could only be exceptional through her husband. Hyacinth could never be accused of that. “Forgive
me. But this chance? I never considered it.”

  “I understand,” Hyacinth soothed. “And I am glad it gives you happiness. Marriage is no easy thing and you should not rush into it. I hope, at least, you will listen to that.”

  She only half-listened to the vague warning for she had a mission now. A goal in which to absorb herself. There would be no more idly waiting for something to give her life meaning. “I’m sure we can find someone that will suit, quickly.”

  Hyacinth waggled her dark brows. “In fact, I have a list.”

  Beatrix blinked then she lifted her glass of wine and drained it.

  “Are you feeling a trifle overwhelmed?” Instead of castigating the quick consumption, Hyacinth rose and took up the decanter of claret. Refreshing both glasses, she assured, “We can continue this in the morning.”

  “No.” She eyed the ruby wine, enjoying the way in which it made her feel as if she were floating. “I have not felt as if I had a purpose in months. This is—”

  “You are more than just a brood mare, Beatrix,” Hyacinth said abruptly, holding the crystal wine decanter betwixt her jeweled hands. “Your purpose in this world is greater than bearing an heir.”

  She nodded but, all the same, inched forward along the damasked chair, ready to ask for the list. But then a horrible thought occurred to her. “Will we be able to find someone?”

  Returning the decanter and taking up her own glass again, holding it the light, she said, “I don’t follow.”

  “Will we be able to find someone willing to take me on?” Swallowing back a wave of uncertainty, she managed to whisper, “I am terrible luck. And I am not what I once was.”

  “Dear girl, I will not hear such things.” Hyacinth raised her glass in salute. “We will only accept the best for you.”

  But then there it was again, that voice deep inside her whispering, Adam Duke. He was the best. Of all men, there were no better than he.

  But he was American and knew nothing of raising an earl. Her aim now had to be very different than a man who pleased her. It had to be a man who would raise the next Westport heir as he should be raised, in the tradition of English nobility. She shook her head. “Let us begin.”